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Unrequited Lust
Nov. 17th, 2003 02:05 pmWell unrequited love sounds so... soppy :p And if its mostly in my head, it can hardly be love really anyway!
But yeah, fucking men. (as in men are fuckers, not the actual act, because then the title would be kind of off. anyway). How is it fair that you spend ages trying to get some guy out of your head, or at least the idea of rampant sex0ring with him, then he turns up on your doorstep looking better than ever? Bastard.
Of course if he actually WAS a bastard it would be simpler, but he can't even do that, he has to go around being GRATE (eg picking me up sat. and leaving me home yesterday involved nearly 400 miles of driving for him) not to mention good company etc. Fucker.
So I'm right back to square one again, staring into space and day dreaming over a guy who remains staunchly and steadfastly indifferent to my Womanly Charms. We even shared a bed - well mattress onna floor - sat. night, but we might as well have been on opposite sides of teh country. Oh yeah, taste that indifference baby.
Of course it doesn't help that just about everybody else in the world (and even more now ;p) except him realises this. Either that or he does realise and is Ignoring the Issue, which is worse. Well, possibly not as bad as an outright Rejection, which is of course why I don't have the guts to just tell him. At least this way I can pretend I have a chance!
Fuck reality, who needs it anyway.
But yeah, fucking men. (as in men are fuckers, not the actual act, because then the title would be kind of off. anyway). How is it fair that you spend ages trying to get some guy out of your head, or at least the idea of rampant sex0ring with him, then he turns up on your doorstep looking better than ever? Bastard.
Of course if he actually WAS a bastard it would be simpler, but he can't even do that, he has to go around being GRATE (eg picking me up sat. and leaving me home yesterday involved nearly 400 miles of driving for him) not to mention good company etc. Fucker.
So I'm right back to square one again, staring into space and day dreaming over a guy who remains staunchly and steadfastly indifferent to my Womanly Charms. We even shared a bed - well mattress onna floor - sat. night, but we might as well have been on opposite sides of teh country. Oh yeah, taste that indifference baby.
Of course it doesn't help that just about everybody else in the world (and even more now ;p) except him realises this. Either that or he does realise and is Ignoring the Issue, which is worse. Well, possibly not as bad as an outright Rejection, which is of course why I don't have the guts to just tell him. At least this way I can pretend I have a chance!
Fuck reality, who needs it anyway.
